Name: Roulette In My Head
Duration: P00H04M33S
Description: like a lot of my songs, i wrote this 2 years ago and now i've finally brought it to life. it's the first of more to come, and i'll always be thankful for it.

Roulette In My Head

by kotoji

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like a lot of my songs, i wrote this 2 years ago and now i've finally brought it to life. it's the first of more to come, and i'll always be thankful for it.

lyrics

It's been a lovely evening
I've had the pleasure of being with you

You make me feel something
For what it's worth
I want all of it, and all of you

But there's this voice screaming in my head
That I'm about to make the biggest mistake that I'll regret

They're talking so loud, I should push it all aside
Still, it kills me that I can see where they may be right

I'm pulling the trigger
I'm resting my head on you
I don't know where we're going
But I hope I can count on you

I'm scared of the future
And if those words will turn on me
That maybe I've been wrong
All this time
That maybe we're not meant to be

On mornings, when you greet me
It gives me strength to know that you love me too

How have we made something
From coincidences
We can't deny, it must be fate

Sill there's this voice screaming in my head
That I'm about to make the biggest mistake that I'll regret

They're talking so loud, I should push it all aside
Still, it kills me that I can see where they may be right

I'm pulling the trigger
I'm resting my head on you
I don't know where we're going
But I hope I can count on you

I'm scared of the future
And if those words will turn on me
That maybe I've been wrong
All this time
That maybe we're not meant to be

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released May 15, 2020
music & lyrics by kotoji
mixed & mastered by kotoji (special thanks to theron lim and rainor for the extra guidance)

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kotoji Singapore

✨この音はanji🎶

hi i'm kotoji, an indie rock singer-songwriter musician from singapore

the long description can be found in my official artist profiles and press releases

the short description is that i write and make songs about my life and share them when i deem them ready to be

stick around long enough to see where this goes

contact: kotojiiii@gmail.com ... more

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